I figure I should write something so that my overly dramatic blog isn't the top one on the list.
Well, today isn't too exciting thus far. Nice, cool and rainy. I slept in way too late this morning. Then again I didn't go to bed till 4:30ish so I think I deserved to sleep till noon. Now I'm trying to refresh my Spanish so that I can visit my high school teacher. I don't know what I'm going to do if they can't get me into a Spanish class first semester. I'm going to a tiny school and yet some how my schedule is completely fucked. Oh well, I'm tired of thinking about my stupid college decisions. I'll just have to study a lot on my own I guess...
I've been on this quest to learn to meditate, which I'm not sure is one of those things you actually learn so much as just develope your own style. I've just been sitting in my living room (in the basement where it's cool), listening to music, and trying to listen to my breathing. I enjoy doing it because eventually get to the point where I just think without conciously forcing the topics on to my mind. My goal has been to meditate for half an hour a day, but I usually end up getting to cold and have to find a blanket or I cry (yes that is how dramatic I am, sorry). Too much free thought leads me to be super emotional for some reason.
Okay, its time for me to cram on Spanish verb endings; enough random rambling here for now.
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